Crapola

Sorry i haven`t been around much lately..Too much has been going on..My father started his cancer treatments today at the VA in Tucson..He has stage 4 Melanoma cancer..I hope everything goes well with him, with him taking Biological Therapy..(kinda like chemo in a way)He will not lose his hair with this kind of treatment like you can in Chemo..

The kids got out of school on May 21 and started their Summer Vacation...Yippee! not! Two out of the three kids started summer school..The one who is not in summer school is the one i really wish was in summer school..Go figure..The reason why he is not going to summer school? The school told me cause he was too smart and did not need it..Oh hell, he does still need help with the reading and other things too. But he will not read with/to me so i really don`t know how he really is doing..He does go to the Special Ed Department a little bit during the day for some help..The only thing that calmed him down in the classroom was the Glider Chair the teacher had in her classroom..

Having a husband who is a truck driver is hard..You never know what the paychecks are going to be like-you can not depend on them at all..For the past month or two, his paychecks have been like $200 a week..How the heck can you pay your bills and buy food? You can`t! I am a stay at home mom of three kids..If i had a job, i would barely make enough to pay for a babysitter and still not get anywhere..Screwed one way or another the way you look at..

My Laptop died yesterday while trying to do this post..Apparently the fan quit in it,,I hope that doesn`t cost much to get it fixed-i really miss that computer alot..I feels like i lost my best friend..And if i hear somebody you should have bought a Dell one more time, i am going to scream and reach out to strangle them..My hubby and brother thought it was funny about the computer-of course i did not find it funny at all..I am there crying over the computer and drinking cause i was in Morning for the Computer..

On July 8th i am taking the kids camping to Apache Lake and will not be coming back till Late July 12th..As usuall i probably will be a few extra kids besides my own..My hubby will be at work as usuall being a truck driver..Truckdrivers work all the time and the pay is hardly nothing-they show up on time and the wharehouses have them sitting on their butts for days cause they were not ready..When the truck drivers are sitting on their butts waiting, they are not getting paid.They only get paid if they are moving, not sitting..

I wish i knew what i did to this computer i am using cause i cant get it out this italic handwriting..I am using a computer i dislike but it is better than nothing right now...

The weather forcasters have said the monsoon officaly started the other day..Ok, if it started the day, then where the hell is the rain we are supposed to get? And when it does rain, we get flooded where we live-it happens every year cause we live out in the Desert..good thing i have a high profile vehicle so i can get from point A to point B without hardly any problems, except i do get stopped all the time for having it cause the Border Patrol and the Sheriff`s Department think i have illegals or drugs on me..I am not that stupid to do anything like that..